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Friday, December 23, 2011, 8:17 AM
Socially Awkward Penguin
Hello.
I have been pretty busy with work lately. I have to work later and tomorrow! :( ON CHRISTMAS. But I dont celebrate Christmas anyway, it's only the food and the presents. But it doesnt make sense for me to work on Christmas day because WHO ON EARTH GOES SHOPPING ON CHRISTMAS?! I thought people would stay at home and stuff. Many people will be attending church until the afternoon and they'll just go home after that for dinner or something right?!
Or is that on Christmas Eve?
But yeah.
Anyway I feel really disconnected from the outside world. Like I've been trapped in a building for most of December. And I feel that I am just not a human being anymore. It sounds really insane but I feel like I have lost my social skills. And I was thinking about my teachers a few days ago and I think that C really hates me. Like he has something against me! I mean, he was drinking milo in front of the entire class in the classroom and he slams me for eating raisins?! And I love K so much but I dont think he knows my name :( But he's so grandfatherly! And I refuse to type out their names because I know teachers Google themselves. But I think K's too cool for stuff like that.
And I'm dreading JC so much. I think it's because it's like a sign that I'm getting old. I sound like some freaky evil villian who wants to be immortal but Im just really scared of becoming old. But I don't want to be immortal. That's just sad because if the world ever ends, everyone will die and you'll be
FOREVER. ALONE.
Probably floating about on a piece of earth-debris.